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23 Apr 2014 6 notes

You’re all wonderful and I love you

Be back tomorrow after work <3

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23 Apr 2014 6 notes

themountainwillmove:

warrioromen:

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I get it

There’s no ‘right’ way to react to this kind of thing and I shouldn’t be worrying about it because my doctor’s pretty convinced.

Its kind of like

On the one hand I’m like ‘ok cool I”m glad I know.’

But on the other hand

"What if she was wrong? Say it’s not that disease but something else?’

But my ultimate fear.

'Your just nuts. MRI'S clean. So..youre a hypochrondriac bitch who managed to convince your doctor to diagnose you witha  disease you'd never even heard of and are not testing positive for.'

But she thinks I wll

But say I dont.

/mashes head into shit.

Hypochondria doesn’t cause legitimate physiological symptoms to manifest.  Chronic illness exists even if it’s invisible.  The pain is real, and is compromising your quality of life.  Do not doubt yourself.  It may very well be a COMBINATION of mental and physical symptoms, but that makes it no less real.  

There are TONS of structural disorders of bones and muscles that cause chronic pain like yours. My guess is your doctor hasn’t properly diagnosed you yet.  It could even be a foot alignment problem that shoots all the way up your legs, back and hips.  Or it could be a circulatory disorder.

Keep seeking medical help.  The good news about this is the disorder might not be progressively degenerative, if it’s not the one you thought it was. It might be something that, with diligent therapy, can be kept from worsening.  

Let me know if you need anything. 

I’m gonna sound pathetic for a moment and admit that I don’t care WHAT it is as long as it’s not in my head.

*snuggles you*

I’ll keep everything you’ve said in mind that does help.

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posted 8 hours ago
22 Apr 2014 6 notes

And like

I get it

There’s no ‘right’ way to react to this kind of thing and I shouldn’t be worrying about it because my doctor’s pretty convinced.

Its kind of like

On the one hand I’m like ‘ok cool I”m glad I know.’

But on the other hand

"What if she was wrong? Say it’s not that disease but something else?’

But my ultimate fear.

'Your just nuts. MRI'S clean. So..youre a hypochrondriac bitch who managed to convince your doctor to diagnose you witha  disease you'd never even heard of and are not testing positive for.'

But she thinks I wll

But say I dont.

/mashes head into shit.

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22 Apr 2014 0 notes
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thegirlwiththecrazysocks said:
heck yeah! how are ya? c:

Kinda miserable tonight but I promise you it’ll pass <3

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22 Apr 2014 1 note
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memorypalaceofwillgraham replied to your post “I’ve now made myself miserable and more tired than I was before Well…”

From your posts it sounds like you are having a rough time and dealing with some crappy medical issues. I just want you to know that I am sending good thoughts your way. I know it is cliche, but it is true.

<3 <3

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22 Apr 2014 2 notes
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themountainwillmove replied to your post “I’ve now made myself miserable and more tired than I was before Well…”

What happened? I hope you get rest and feel peace :(

Oh just..

the usual

and such

atually if you start reading from page 2-1 of my blog you’ll get it.

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22 Apr 2014 1 note
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I’m sorry :( feel better please

I will darling, I will <3

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sirdef:

alduiiin:

sTEPHEN COLBERT

OH MY GOD

sirdef:

alduiiin:

sTEPHEN COLBERT

OH MY GOD

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posted 9 hours ago
22 Apr 2014 5 notes

I’ve now made myself miserable and more tired than I was before

Well done self, atta boy

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Anonymous said:
I saw your post about the MRI and as someone who has health issues that no one can seem to figure out I wish you good luck and hope you get an answer :)

There is a specific diagnosis they are looking for and my dr is convinced I have it

BUt since the X-RAY for it came back negative I’ve been petrified and convinced I’m really hallucinating it all since.

Thank you my friend <3